duvet

That was just a simple word, lying there in the book of John Berger, photocopies.
“…the signs of a new marriage is a woman holding a duvet in front of an open window…”. I was just
started to read the book and only one part finished. But the word “duvet” pulled me in front of the pc. I
tried looking it on eksi sozluk, instead of a dictionary.

It was also me that trying to find things on youtube instead of google. What I looked for was Nick Hornby
and something about his novel, 31 songs. After that I also try a search in eksi sozluk, and I found something
about a short film called “Otherwise pandeminium”. It is also another tag of this night. Sitting here and tagging
my life, I also think that everyone is connected.

So lets get back to duvet. What found in eksisozluk is interesting, nothing about the word meaning, so that was
I who preferred to be here, it wasn’t a surprise. All written was about a song from Boa. Some say that it is jpop, but some
take it as an alternative rock song. And one interesting point is it is a theme song of an anime, about a girl and a cyber world.

“Serial Experiments Lain”.

Lain is the girls name. So I tried a search over youtube and I fouund all episodes uploaded, that wasn’t surprising, you can find any
anime on youtube, just type the name. The theme song is the told one, the song that said to be goes deep inside of man.

 

The actual thing I want to express from all these is that this happenings and that writing here are something different from what they are.
I know that there was a photograph, and I looked at it, after that I wrote a story on that photograph. That story was the plot of my last 3 or 4 hours.
This is something I was whishing very strongly when I read the first part of the book photocopies. And I will execute that in real life shortly, but what
I said about the past hours is something I wrote and actually something I don’t understand. Also the song is saying that

and you don’t seem to understand
a shame you seemed an honest man
and all the fears you hold so dear
will turn to whisper in your ear
and you know what they say might hurt you
and you know that it means so much
and you don’t even feel a thing

i am falling, i am fading,
i have lost it all

and you don’t seem the lying kind
a shame that i can read your mind
and all the things that i read there
candle-lit smile that we both share
and you know i don’t mean to hurt you
but you know that it means so much
and you don’t even feel a thing

i am falling, i am fading, i am drowning,
help me to breathe
i am hurting, i have lost it all
i am losing
help me to breathe